I feel like taking some time off and be alone. So tired to force a smile on my face. So tired of being nice. So tired of acting like nothing happened. So tired of holding the tears in my eyes.
I'm totally disappointed with myself. I feel like giving up and I always think of giving up but I don't have the strength and the courage to.
What's wrong with me? Why am I being such a fool? Why am I so stupid? Why am I so useless?!
I think I've made a lot of people disappointed as well. I'm really sorry. I'm really sorry to myself too.