When everyone is disappointed with me, the more I am disappointed with myself.
I cried alone sitting in the parking lot. I don't know where to go. I don't know what to do. I feel so useless. I feel so worthless. I feel so stupid.
Why everyone put so much hope on me when I don't even have hopes on myself? Why have so much expectation on me when I always let you down? Why give me the chance when I don't even want the chance to live? Why love me when I only love myself more than anyone else?