tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34529584446007630692024-03-19T16:43:16.032+08:00Life is like this...Ups and downs,highs and lows...everyone have their own song to sing..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11840124254859416331noreply@blogger.comBlogger23125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-68546301136953847332012-11-16T17:20:00.002+08:002012-11-16T17:20:22.764+08:00She says...<blockquote class="tr_bq">
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One day, one of my girl friend asked me this question. I was taken aback for awhile while thinking of how I would react if it happens to me though I kinda have this kind of experience before.<br />
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Years back, one of my ex-boyfriend told me or confessed to me that he did went prostitution before even he's in the relationship with me. He told me that after we broke up. I was damn furious inside but I tried to act cool as if it doesn't matter anymore since we broken up. I still can ask him tons of questions because I'm curious and angry at the same time like I'm just his friend. Then months later we got back together after knowing what he have done. What was I thinking then? Hmmm...love is blind?Haha. But in the end, our relationship didn't last for more than 2 years if I'm not mistaken.<br />
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I moved on, met a lot of people, old and young, experienced and inexperienced, some were old but still act like a kid...different different types of people,different cultures, different mentality, different exposures and so much more. Sometimes when I think back, I realized its quite interesting and funny at times. Of course I learned from experiences, some were life stories from others, some from newspaper/magazine articles, blogs, facebook and etc. <br />
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After all these while changed how I used to think. I sort of perceived myself that all men do have the possibilities to go for prostitution or cheat or just flirts unless you are lucky enough to find one that doesn't. What can you do to stop men from all these temptation? Lock them up? Cut their kukuciao off? <i>*this is exactly what I asked my friend*</i> Hehe.. Then my friend told me 'sometimes she rather be single to avoid all these from happening'. So I told her, 'what if all the men in the world cheats or go for prostitute? Are you gonna be single forever? And do you think being a lesbian by force will change anything?' The answer is NO. You will probably end up in cheating your lesbian partner with another guy instead. No matter how hurt you are, with all the dramas of fighting, wanna kill yourself or wanna kill him or that bitch, it will only stop him if he dies, or else he would apologize and just hide it from you in a smarter way so you won't find out the next time. Or he will probably just leave you or if he love you enough probably he will change. Who knows. But really...what can you do to stop all these? Yes, you can choose to leave him but think again, how many times you wanna leave your relationship after years of building it up? Asking that question myself..I really don't know.<br />
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I've seen wives who can act like nothing happened although they are
hurting inside yet they never leave their husband who cheats, some even
accept the mistress or girlfriend or second wife if you wanna call it.
But luckily their husband are wealthy, they can go shopping, pamper
themselves with their husband's money and some even get a toy boy
themselves. <br />
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Of course it's easier said than done although I'm being quite positive right now but definitely, for sure I'll get furious and upset, I'll probably go nuts as well, like how my girl friend told me. I'll probably get mad and whack the hell of out him but except for myself to feel better what can I change? I can't change what has happened, it's either I leave him or I'll have to accept fate and keep hoping and praying that he will change or should I just act stupid or just don't care about him and make him feel guilty.Hmmm......<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11840124254859416331noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-68110648269687798232012-10-08T11:04:00.001+08:002012-10-08T11:05:08.773+08:00Sweet Escape to Da Nang and Hoi AnAfter a long wait for our vacay, with lots of setbacks before, we finally made it to Da Nang-Hoi An, Vietnam. I'll just gonna summarize this whole post as I don't want it to be too lengthy to read.<br />
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Personally I think, Hoi An or the Ancient Town of Hoi An especially, I felt like I went back to China. Lots of temples, architectures and arts does looks like it was built by Chinese, which Vietnamese will say it's originally from Vietnamese or Vietnam architect. Their culture and some of their language does sound like Chinese dialect. In fact, the name Hoi An means 'peaceful sea' or 'peaceful meeting place' according to Wikipedia. No offense to the Vietnamese though, it's just what I felt when I'm there.<br />
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So anyways, go back to the trip. Well in short, Da Nang was pretty relax I would say, not much of entertainment but you gotta walk a lot. You can always take the cab but do check the map first before deciding as some attraction or places are actually quite near to walk. Best to use your smartphone or iphone GPS. Do get the local simcard in town, it's damn cheap for their 'Data Only' simcards and you can use it for a week unlimited, costs about less than USD$3.<br />
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<u>Da Nang</u><br />
Visits - We went to Cham Museum we arrived the first day. Unless you're a very big fan of sculptures, this will be the ideal place to be. Me and my boyfriend don't really enjoy it though.<br />
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We went to a cafe nearby our hotel-less than 10 minutes walk. Its called Lu Cafe. We tried their yogurt coffee and it was great. Should give it a try.<br />
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Traveling - The next day we took a cab from our Dai A Hotel in Da Nang to Hoi An. We asked the hotel to arranged it for us and it's only USD$15. If you get public cab will costs you around USD$20. Its a Toyota Vios and it's quite comfy.<br />
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Accommodation - We stayed at Dai A Hotel as I mentioned earlier. Overall the hotel is not bad. Spacious room(we booked the family room with 2 queen-sized bed, supposed to go with another friend), it's actually some shop building turned hotel. Cleanliness was okay, old furnitures, free wifi and their breakfast was acceptable(for Asians). It just for a night so it doesn't really matter and the price are pretty reasonable as well.<br />
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<u>Hoi An</u><br />
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<i>Ancient Town of Hoi An</i>, unless you never been to China or Malacca aka Melaka in Malaysia, it's probably worth visiting, lots of temples and museums to visit. For us Malaysian, it's like we're visiting Malacca Jonker Street. Entry fee : 90,000vnd (entry for 5 attractions).<br />
<i>Hoi An Fabric Market</i>, where you can tailor-made all your suits or dresses. We went to a few stalls to make different things to try it out. Well we found out that they actually send it to the same group of tailors to do it, it all turns out to be the same, is just that you have to bargain the prices till you think it's worth it. I've made a pencil skirt for USD$12, a chiffon dinner dress for USD$30, cashmere high-waisted pants for USD$25 and a cotton white shirt for USD$15. My boyfriend made a pair of suit for only USD$75 which is less than RM250. The only stall I can remember the name is Miss-Forget-Me-Not, workmanship is good but they refused to listen to you when you want to alter something, maybe it just me, cos I studied fashion and I told her how the dress slit should be done, probably she felt offended, end up the slit doesn't goes the way I want it to. If not much of alteration to be done, you can get your suits or dresses in 24 hours.<br />
<i>My Son Tour</i>- Overall it was okay but one advice though-never ever take the boat ride back to Hoi An town. I repeat NEVER!Yes, lunch is provided but the food they served is a plate of rice topped with some stir-fried vegetables with no meat or fish or whatever and that's it.<br />
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A bottle of mineral water and a slice of watermelon. I don't think its even worth that USD$3 we paid. They will stopped by a village for us to visit the carpentry. No explanation or information given by the tour guide, we just look around as they are selling souvenirs as well, probably they are just hoping that some of us will buy. Not good-waste of time.<br />
<b><i>Hoi An Free Bicycle Tour</i></b>- Indeed it was a fruitful one and it's FREE!This free tour is organized by a group of university students who wished to practice and master their English. They are very friendly and helpful. They explained everything in detail, much more worth it compared to those tour that you paid for.<br />
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Food - We went to Hai Scout Cafe. Food was good, we ordered the seafood hot pot and Cao Lau. Service is excellent, their waiter and waitresses are very helpful and friendly. <b>White Rose</b> dish is a MUST TRY! Me and my boyfriend love it, you can get it nearly in all the restaurant or cafes in Hoi An. Our last night dinner was Cua Dai beach, restaurant no.3,food was cheap and nice.<br />
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Traveling - We rent the bicycles to go around. Be careful when you are crossing the road. The traffic lights only work in the evening. If you were to go to the beach, take a cab or rent a motorbike cos it could be a long ride for you to cycle.<br />
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Accommodation - We stayed at Thanh Binh 3 for 3 nights. Reasonable priced. Breakfast is the same every single day. There's a pool but it looks like they hardly maintain it. We decided to go a little luxurious on our last night of our trip so we choose Hoi An Beach Resort. We got our room facing the river and walking distant to their so-called private beach across the road. We love our stay and would probably come back again.<br />
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This come to the end of my post. Personally I think a 4days 3nights trip is more than enough (ours is 6days 5nights) but with the amount of time we spend we can actually make another short trip to Hue as well. Due to tight budget we stick with Da Nang and Hoi An only. <br />
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~JeSsC~Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-80753805591531739472012-08-09T14:05:00.000+08:002012-08-09T14:06:52.366+08:00Obviously I got nothing to do..:pTraining in Sitiawan is coming to an end real soon! :D<br />
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Not that I don't like to be back home but life back here is pretty boring. No happy hour after work and people here are quite B.O.R.I.N.G. Wanna wear a little bit prettier, skirt one palm above the knee also get all those aunties and pervert uncle eyes looking at you one kind. My casual make up with eyeliner also consider as heavy make up,I'm like - whaattt?!.And those killer heels that I brought back is still in the luggage bag. -_-"<br />
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Apart from all that, life back home are I can say-peaceful. I got homecooked food and soups. No jams,no queues...just lots of traffic lights and tortoises on the road. I honked quite a lot when I'm driving here.<br />
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And today, I'm craving for TGI Friday's buffalo wings. I miss KL so much. Thank God Cherry is here with me for this week.<br />
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~JeSsC~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-53762862581141289282012-08-08T15:24:00.001+08:002012-08-08T15:28:20.191+08:00Its a self-advisory post v1.Misery never seems to even think of breaking up with me after a few attempts of me trying to, till a state where one of my friend even asked me when she can get my reply saying that 'I'm good' in a delightful way when she asked 'How are you?'. Well I wished my dear.<br />
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After a number of rejections, controversies and misconceptions happened for the past few months, well not that I've never been misconceived before but lately it got worst. I know I'm responsible for my actions that took them that way but I am just being myself, expressing what I feel and doing what I feel like doing as long as I know where my limit is.<br />
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I somehow realized as the world evolves we no longer live for ourselves, we live to impress people, to impose ourselves to be what and how people would like us to be. Is this how it should be? And what if you don't? With the technology and the power of social networks these days, within seconds you could be down to nothing or you suddenly become famous either in a good way or bad.<br />
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As much as you don't want to care somehow it will still effect you. So how? Lock yourself up, stay at home and not see anyone? NO! Just be yourself. If they can't accept you for who you are, what for you hold on to them. Just smile and spend the rest of the day being yourself without feeling guilty to yourself. :)<br />
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Disclaimer : This post is not about anyone. Don't perasan and think this post is about you. #justsaying<br />
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~JeSsC~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-4610129769953519112012-08-08T14:59:00.000+08:002012-10-08T10:50:22.780+08:00What if...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I'm sure a lot of people have questioned themselves 'What if..' at least once in their lifetime. So do I. I've made lots of mistakes in life. Bad decisions. Sometimes Influenced. Took lots of risk. Failed lots of time.<br />
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<i>What if I've continue to pursue in my studies?</i><br />
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<i>What if I've never joined AA?</i></div>
<i>What if I've never quit AA?</i><br />
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<i>What if I didn't take the job offer from E?</i></div>
<i>What if I never quit E?</i><br />
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<i>What if I never meet those people I've met?</i></div>
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<i>What if ......</i></div>
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I guess only God has the answers to all these questions. Sometimes I regret sometimes I don't. Whether or not, all of these taught me a lesson-somehow or rather.<i> </i><br />
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Well AA taught well on me how to take shits, the long hours, the packed roster, how to be 'fake', what's the meaning of 'don't judge a book by it's cover' literally, how to apologize <u>just </u>for the sake of it, how to not trust people, how materialistic and how mean this world can be<i> *or maybe just in Malaysia*. </i>No matter how bad the experience were, I had to admit it made me a stronger and a much mature person now<i>.</i><br />
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My ex-manager once told me the reason why he hired me, he said 'ex-stewardess take a lot of shit from people, its not an easy job to handle so many people at the same time'. True. I left AA with no experience at all, as in career related, and I joined E as a Account/Client Servicing Executive. Everything was new to me except for handling client part but these kinda client were totally different. It was hard to cope in the beginning, made lots of mistakes, disappoint lots of people/colleagues but thank God I have good colleagues and my ex-boss who gave me lots of opportunity to learn, forgave me and never ever stop teaching me, not only work related, even life philosophy, general knowledge. But unfortunately life has never been good to me every since I left AA-financially, been struggling my whole year and then I decided to go back to flying.<br />
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I've tried Korean Air, I get through the final round and went for medical check-up all the way in Seoul. Sad to say, I failed the last round. I know you guys might be thinking - drugs?! Hell NO! and the reason they gave me is that I'm not tall enough and I actually passed the first round of physical test during the first interview. How STUPID is that?! And I've already tender my resignation. I know I can always take it back but I decided not to.<br />
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Then I went to SIA interview, passed everything except for the skin check, AGAIN!Sighh....wanted to try the other middle east airlines but I gave up. Went to a few company for interview, luckily all the company that I went to consider in hiring me but I rejected all of them. I decided to wait.<br />
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3 months later, I started with my new job. So here I am, new job new industry. Good luck and all the best to me.<br />
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~JeSsC~ <br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-14882184129023943032012-06-02T09:10:00.000+08:002012-08-08T09:19:37.639+08:00Somebody that you used to know..Sometimes is because of distance, sometimes is because of self-esteem and sometimes is because of respect that you can’t be with the person you loved. Tried to stay friends but you realize that you cared too much and you will get jealous when you see them with other person. Tried to move on with someone else but you can’t open up yourself and you don’t have that amount of feelings to give in. <br />
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You know that things can't be like this all the time, so you slowly drift apart, came out with some stupid arguement so that you both get really angry and then not see each other again. Months passed, every little thing you do, everywhere you go and everything you see..its all about that someone that you used to know. When you bumped into each other, you acted like nothing happened, just like friends but inside of you, you're dying to tell that someone you used to know how much you missed them...like crazy. Even more heartbreaking that you see it in their eyes that they missed you too..<br />
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P.s: Go watch movie like ‘Like Crazy’ to ‘One Day’ and lastly a Cantonese love movie ‘Romancing in thin air’<br />
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~JeSsC~<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-33050753097105221352012-03-21T00:02:00.000+08:002012-03-21T00:02:02.387+08:00Taking the next step..Lately, going to work is such a dreadful thing to do. I just feel like staying at home and spend time with Cherry. Going to work doesn't excite me anymore, I don't feel motivated. Its gonna be a year now by month end. I'd decided to leave this company since January, my birthday, my most memorable day, the one I will remember for life, the day I was supposed to be happy, the day where I was blamed that 90% of the mistake was mine. I was heartbroken. Nope I didn't cry, I strongly hold my tears back and forced a smile on my face. I went back to my desk and quickly opened Microsoft Words...and I don't know how to start. Then I think again and I closed the window. <div><br />
</div><div>Weeks passed, I applied for a few jobs. None called. After about a month plus, some company that I didn't apply for actually called me to go for interview. One even offered me a very attractive package and wants me to start immediately but I told them I'll think about it. They called me every week to ask if I'm interested. At last I rejected the offer.</div><div><br />
</div><div>15 days more it's gonna be my second interview for Korean Air. Yup, the airlines. How much I hated Air Asia but I missed the night stops and the advantages of cheap air tickets. Why I choose Korean Air is because it is based in KL so that I won't miss home, family and friends, clubs and parties. LOL. Well I'm excited...nervous, don't know what the future may bring, don't know whether am I doing the right decision. But then again,you never try you will never know. Just go with the flow, be stronger than ever and enjoy every single moment of it, I will never know that I might learn something out of it, good or bad, my choice, my decision and I will have to bear the consequences. </div><div><br />
</div><div>So please pray for me for those who is reading my blog.</div><div><br />
</div><div>~JeSsC~</div><div><br />
</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-19084174967717103002012-03-14T13:15:00.000+08:002012-03-14T13:15:19.158+08:00It's easy to say..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-NLaLzwQyRPw/T2ApHLuftLI/AAAAAAAAADc/5pzentBcd2k/s1600/263099_235401929821910_152875684741202_892145_5220244_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-NLaLzwQyRPw/T2ApHLuftLI/AAAAAAAAADc/5pzentBcd2k/s320/263099_235401929821910_152875684741202_892145_5220244_n.jpg" width="265" /></a></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-56250832594884191362011-10-13T12:33:00.000+08:002011-10-13T12:33:27.559+08:00disappointment<div style="text-align: center;"><i>When everyone is disappointed with me, the more I am disappointed with myself.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I cried alone sitting in the parking lot. I don't know where to go. I don't know what to do. I feel so useless. I feel so worthless. I feel so stupid.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Why everyone put so much hope on me when I don't even have hopes on myself? Why have so much expectation on me when I always let you down? Why give me the chance when I don't even want the chance to live? Why love me when I only love myself more than anyone else?</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-15460644398469567472011-10-11T15:50:00.000+08:002011-10-11T15:50:54.570+08:00So tired of being strong all the time..I feel like taking some time off and be alone. So tired to force a smile on my face. So tired of being nice. So tired of acting like nothing happened. So tired of holding the tears in my eyes.<br />
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I'm totally disappointed with myself. I feel like giving up and I always think of giving up but I don't have the strength and the courage to.<br />
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What's wrong with me? Why am I being such a fool? Why am I so stupid? Why am I so useless?!<br />
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I think I've made a lot of people disappointed as well. I'm really sorry. I'm really sorry to myself too.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-57411745082559930252011-10-05T15:52:00.000+08:002011-10-05T15:52:10.526+08:00Chasing Pavements<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/08DjMT-qR9g" width="560"></iframe><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">I've made up my mind,<br />
No need to think it over,<br />
If i'm wrong I aint right,<br />
No need to look no further,<br />
This ain't lust,<br />
This is love but,<br />
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If i tell the world,<br />
I'll never say enough,<br />
Cause it was not said to you,<br />
And thats exactly what i need to do,<br />
If i'm in love with you,<br />
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Should i give up,<br />
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?<br />
Even if it leads nowhere,<br />
Or would it be a waste?<br />
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?<br />
Should i give up,<br />
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?<br />
Even if it leads nowhere<br />
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I'd build myself up,<br />
And fly around in circles,<br />
Wait then as my heart drops,<br />
and my back begins to tingle<br />
finally could this be it<br />
<br />
Should i give up,<br />
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?<br />
Even if it leads nowhere,<br />
Or would it be a waste?<br />
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?<br />
Should i give up,<br />
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?<br />
Even if it leads nowhere<br />
<br />
Should i give up,<br />
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?<br />
Even if it leads nowhere,<br />
Or would it be a waste?<br />
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?<br />
Should i give up,<br />
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?<br />
Even if it leads nowhere</span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-15682615158762200282011-10-04T01:45:00.000+08:002011-10-04T01:45:53.542+08:00Wine and some love songs...<div class="MsoNormal">Sometimes being alone is not that bad after all. It’s been awhile since I’ve enjoy this kinda moment, I remembered the last time was … 2 years ago. And tonight I’m all alone at home with my radio on and a few glasses of white wine.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Last Friday night I was partying with my colleagues… and my girls – how can I miss them out! Sorry to the birthday boys, I guess I dumped them aside and my colleagues and boss too…I was just too busy with my girls as usual. But there’s drama at the end of that night, this one cried that one cried. Well, sometimes a shoulder to cry on, some pat on the back and a hug is all we wanted. Had a chat with my friend till 6 in the morning telling her the facts in life then suddenly after that conversation I’m amazed with myself, I’m speaking my thoughts out.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Have you ever fall in love with someone who is totally wrong for you? You’ve tried your best to change that person to the one who is totally right for you. You failed. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>After all, that person will go back to their same old self because they changes because you want them to. And realized that they were not happy being the changed person that you want them to be.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Have you fall in love with someone who is so right for you but is not the type/material that you want? That you know someday you will wake up and say – “what’s wrong with me?” or “who is he/she?” <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And then you’ve tried your best to change that person to the one who is as wrong as you. You might succeed but are they really the one you wanna be with for a long time?</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">And when you think he/she’s the one, he/she changed. Like suddenly or when you find out his/her little secret or past that you never wanna know. You were disappointed. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And your feelings changed too.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">All I wanted to say is – nothing is certain and no one is perfect. You won’t know what will happen in a split second. People can change in just a split second. Something like when you wake up one day and decided you wanna do something and no one can make you change your mind even though you’ll regret about it. Choice is in your hand. And no matter it is true or not, you think that God has a plan for you and there’s a reason why he put you in all these.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Just enjoy life as it is. Do whatever you want that makes you happy. Why make it so complicated when it will only make you miserable all the time? If it’s not working out, why wanna force yourself to be someone other than yourselves in order to make things right? Why control your feelings when you know you can't control it at all? </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Choice is in your hands. No one can take that away from you once you've make up your mind. As long as you are happy.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">~JeSsC~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-39613200560103902122011-09-30T18:55:00.000+08:002011-09-30T18:55:45.347+08:00My Second Home :)Hotel booked! Super excited now..<i>tell the world that I'm coming home</i>!<br />
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Jeng!jeng!jeng! I'm going Bangkok next weekend. Can't wait! OMG! Can you imagine how excited I am?!!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-68637280657795553162011-09-28T18:11:00.000+08:002011-09-28T18:11:58.926+08:00KK Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan TripIt's been a long long time..longer than I could ever imagine that I will be back blogging again. Life changed. No longer a sky waitress. Now I'm working at an advertising agency, a so called <strike>9-6 </strike> 10-6 job as an Account Executive/Personal Assistant for about 6 months now.<br />
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How's life treating me so far? <i>Not bad</i>.<i>Surviving. </i><br />
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Went to Kota Kinabalu last week with my other half. Despite my phone is dead, blackberry to be exact, sad, heartbroken, lifeless and yet the trip was great.<br />
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It was a short trip actually, 3D2N. We didn't climb the Mount Kinabalu as time is very limited but we had lots of nice food. Think about it makes me hungry. We went to Manukan Island and Sapi Island, not that great. Even he said there's nothing to see when he snorkels, no wonder it is cheap, only RM27/pax to go to 2 islands and RM3 to enter Manukan Island for Malaysians and RM10 for foreigners. So here's a tip - if you're a foreigner, write that you're from somewhere in Malaysia eg. KL, Johor, Ipoh etc. on their guestbook to save your RM7. :D<br />
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Seafood was super awesome! Super fresh! We went to 2 different seafood restaurants; one is Gayang Seafood Restaurant and one is Salut Seafood Restaurant. Gayang was the best, everything is fresh with a nice view too and most importantly it is really very cheap. We ordered prawns, crab, scallop, snails and a vege, it only costs us RM90.<br />
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Salut was just ok. Not that great. We ordered soft-shell crab, prawns, sotong, lala and a vege. Sotong was disappointing because it was frozen! FROZEN!!! and its super expensive! But the ambiance was not bad though...you can see the sunset. <br />
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Nothing much to do in KK actually other than feeding yourself. And their prices is about the same as KL.Their shopping malls..hmmm..no comment. Probably it would be much better if you go with a group of friends. Oh ya...don't rent a car from the airport.<br />
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Now that I'm back. Damn! my life is boring without blackberry. No whatsapp no bbm no facebook no twitter...so sad :( <br />
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So what do you think I should get? On my list now is...well actually I've already made up my mind. I'll go for blackberry torch 9810. Why not wait for Iphone5? No offence but I'm not gonna effing queue for that overrated phone. Peace!<br />
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~JeSsC~Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-84463930917578833512010-08-23T10:29:00.001+08:002010-08-23T10:29:18.064+08:00Stress-freeAt perth now.Long stay again.This is my 2nd time now but this time I like to spend my time alone.<br />
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Spend the 1st day with a few colleagues,walked to Harbour Town.It was much colder than I expected when there's wind blows.Came back early to the hotel room,wanted to watched tv but something went wrong with the tv.The cute receptionist tried to fix it but still cannot watch,he felt bad so he gave me and my room mate complimentary breakfast to compensate.Slept early,woke up a few times in between to call my love and the bed was quite warm so I woke up to get some air.<br />
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Woke up early to go for breakfast with another colleague cos my room mate is fasting.Its a normal buffet english breakfast.Took us about 2 hours to go back up to the room cos we were chatting looking out the street and enjoyed the feeling.It was really a different feeling waking up early to have breakfast in a cold weather country.Its so laid back and relax.Looking at those people walking on the street on their way to their work place,took their own sweet time with no sense of urgency no stress faces no traffic jams and they looked so fresh not like what you can see in KL.Same goes like what I can see in Melbourne the last time I was there.I don't need to be worried that I'm walking alone on the street no one will look at me or give me that kind of 'look' even when I'm jogging or cycling.<br />
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I really wish I could migrate to this places.One day.Despite their racism.<br />
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Gonna go out alone now..look around myself.Ciaoz<br />
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~JeSsC~Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-52544222975529561922010-08-14T01:43:00.002+08:002010-08-14T01:46:08.672+08:00I thought you were stronger than this..This is the second blog I wrote for the night.I have morning flight and yet I'm still awake.The feeling of sleeping with someone and you can feel the distance...is like so near yet so far.<br />
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I was told not to publicize my personal life but I just don't know where to let it go.Its like there's a huge gigantic rock in my heart that I could not let go.Everything seems to fall apart seems like falling on me that I cannot take that impact on me.<br />
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I downed two glasses of white wine and a shot of whisky and I don't even feel high at all so that I could sleep.<br />
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After so long,I thought I wouldn't do that to myself anymore and this time.....I repeated doing the same thing again,trying to control myself hurting myself lesser this time because I know I got someone to live for someone I always think he's the one and someone I want to die only in his arms-only if he knows.<br />
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I tried to cry it out I tried to shout.....I just couldn't I don't know why.I wish I could say how I am feeling now out loud but there's no one here to listen to me.<br />
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Jessica Chen, I thought you were stronger than this.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">~JeSsC~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-28504833149865259712010-08-14T00:38:00.001+08:002010-08-14T00:38:35.999+08:00Shallow!Been busy for some updates lately or should I say my mind is TOO OCCUPIED by too many unwanted thoughts or things that happened lately.<br />
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There is this new friend I gotta know few weeks back when I was at a bar(without my boyfriend).After getting know each other,we add each other into our facebook.After that night,we met back again like after a week or so.<br />
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He found out that I have a boyfriend via facebook(not I don't want to tell him,he just didn't ask).Bla bla bla chit chat and all that suddenly he said I'm not a good girl(okay I was suprised).Then I asked why.He was quite reluctant to tell me until I forced him to.He said he saw all my clubbing pictures etc. etc and even read my blog and even my old blog!I was like 'so?' and he said 'aiyah...just be more obedient lah your boyfriend seems like a very good guy and you shouldn't do all this'.So I raised my voice a little and I ask DO WHAT?! and he just kept quiet.<br />
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Hello?!who the fuck are you to judge who am I by just looking at my pictures and blogs and my ex-boyfriends?!How you know that I AM that kind of person?!<br />
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Then he started changing his words...Oh no lah I think you're not that kind of person also,you're not that bad.<br />
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Fuck you lah!What NOT THAT BAD?!knnccb!<br />
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Stop stalking me you ASSHOLE!<br />
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~JeSsC~Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-87641534919346656932010-07-01T01:19:00.001+08:002010-07-07T01:39:12.762+08:006 months ALREADY!!Lol...some people must be surprised.<br />
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Yeah six months is not long but to those who bet that we won't stay that long; it is long...to them.Jealous.<br />
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Me and my love celebrated our sixth month at Prego@The Westin Bukit Bintang once I came back from Bangkok.Not six months actually,its seventh month to be exact.And there's more months even years to come.<br />
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Actually,it was just an event that we find to celebrate because we got a bottle of complimentary wine that's gonna expire in August.So why not.<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_jMGw_4Hafeg/TDNpZJZz2mI/AAAAAAAAACI/a6s0MMmBr9Q/s1600/june+101.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_jMGw_4Hafeg/TDNpZJZz2mI/AAAAAAAAACI/a6s0MMmBr9Q/s320/june+101.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i>*always loving each other*</i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">~JeSsc~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-68290202127616853152010-06-30T00:52:00.003+08:002010-07-07T01:44:27.594+08:00It was awesome!<b>Shop!Shop!Shop!</b>Till I really dropped.If I stay there any longer I think I will sell my car,used up my credit card limit and withdraw all my savings and just to shop.<br />
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<b>Angel</b> : Are you CRAZY?!<br />
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<b>Devil</b> : Why not?<br />
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<b>Me</b> : *<i>after a few seconds of consideration</i>* Of course NOT!<br />
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<i>*puffff... the devil disappeared and angel left with a wide grin*</i><br />
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Yeah...that was me when I went Bangkok with my mum for 3 days 2 nights.Initially I planned to go alone but mum don't allow.The sad side is I'm being controlled and the bright side is I won't be announced bankrupt at the age of 22 years.<br />
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Went there with one luggage bag,came bag with two and I still got two extra shopping bag I brought just in case that is not used.So that's why....it's not enough!I need to buy more!But too little time...sigh<br />
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Plan plan plan...this time planning to go with my love so that I won't have to carry my handbags and shopping bags.Cant wait till September...<br />
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With lots of love,<br />
JeSsC.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-39398698326934068662010-06-22T17:08:00.002+08:002010-06-23T01:40:43.166+08:00WTF!<div style="text-align: center;">While waiting for my hubby to pick me up at kl sentral just now,I went to get myself a cup of corn to eat,there's this malay lady cut my queue when I'm walking towards the stall,ok nevermind!So when this malay stall lady scoop out the corn into the cup for the malay lady who cut my queue earlier,the cup was so full that you have to actually forced the cover to close and when comes to scooping the corn to my cup,it was just nearly full.What the hell is this?!you wanna do also don't do until so obvious right?!WTF!!!</div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">~JeSsC~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-63561031571651215102010-06-08T18:51:00.001+08:002010-06-08T18:53:09.170+08:00RED<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Hate it when they honk while driving pass me!Hate it when they open up their car windows to say 'hi' or 'amoi' or some stupid crap!Hate it when they whisper to their friends in front of me and give me the 'molesting me' stare!Hate it when I get so much attention when i'm in my uniform especially with my very red lipstick!</span></div></span><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just came back from Ipoh yesterday.After a week of relaxation mode,sort of,cos I 'm there for 3 days then came back to work for 3 days and went back there again straight after work for 2 days,I can't adjust back to my working mode.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">This month is gonna be a busy so-called travelling month for me because I'm off on the weekends.Going back to Sitiawan this weekend.After Sitiawan gonna go for a week of A330 class which I no longer excited about it.Other than I got night stops that I can shop for things that I can't find in Malaysia and a little bit more in my pocket every month,I would rather not doing A330 aka Air Asia X.And not to mention 3rd time slide drill 2nd time CBT and exams.Arggghhh!Stress just to think about it.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">NO!no!no!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't think about it now....let's go get pretty and attend the AXE fragrance at Ministry of Sound Euphoria!</div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">Signing off</div><div style="text-align: center;">~JeSsC~</div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-48592681295747807122010-06-04T20:53:00.002+08:002010-06-04T20:55:14.983+08:00It feels good...When I open the compartment yesterday morning to keep my things before I start to work,I found a make-up bag and a note book in it.Without thinking twice I open the note book and check who's the owner but no name written so I just assumed.Good enough when I checked my bb upon arrival at Miri I saw an email.There's this colleague who was asking about the make-up bag.I texted her when I finished work.She was so happy to know that I kept it for her.She told me that she cried when she found out it was gone.She keeps thanking me and wanna give me something in return,she even want to see me in person to thank me.If it was other people,she might not even get it back.<br />
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To be very honest,I never helped someone who will thank me until like this.For the very first time I felt appreciated,really and I felt touched too.Just a simple thing like this.I was amazed.<br />
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With lots of love,<br />
JeSsC.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3452958444600763069.post-66871520293868251832010-06-01T02:06:00.000+08:002010-06-01T02:06:53.936+08:00Tick tock tick tock.....I have stopped blogging ever since I started flying and now after a year plus I decided to start blogging again for whatever reason I don't really know..Whether or not I will have any readers I will still blog.<br />
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So what's the latest update?<br />
<div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_jMGw_4Hafeg/TAPT88b_CuI/AAAAAAAAAAM/BgO2e9Wi9f4/s1600/IMG_3886.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" gu="true" height="150" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_jMGw_4Hafeg/TAPT88b_CuI/AAAAAAAAAAM/BgO2e9Wi9f4/s200/IMG_3886.JPG" width="200" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jMGw_4Hafeg/TAPUR2XR3kI/AAAAAAAAAAU/QaIQPNdcPUY/s1600/IMG_4130.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" gu="true" height="200" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jMGw_4Hafeg/TAPUR2XR3kI/AAAAAAAAAAU/QaIQPNdcPUY/s200/IMG_4130.JPG" width="150" /></a>I just got back from Melbourne last two weeks,not for work but for leisure.It was great.I was not really in a good mood during the trip,pms I guess and probably because I missed someone so badly wishing that he were there with me,all the time.Went there with mummy,auntie nancy and my sister.Visited Puffin' Billy,wine yards,Williams Town,Sovereign Hill Balarrat,Queen Victoria Market,Chaple Street and the city itself.</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">We were procrastinating whether to go Great Ocean Road but ended up didn't coz we all agree that it is only nice if we drive there.I definitely going back there again.I love the place!Is just a matter of time either work or leisure or both.I'm not going to blog much about the trip but I did upload the pictures taken at facebook so enjoy!<a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=215342&id=675957593&l=0c63b49872">http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=215342&id=675957593&l=0c63b49872</a></div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">So what's up with my life during the time when I'm not blogging?</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Hmmm...where do I start?well busy busy but not really busy but tiring I guess.Flying point to point,sometimes have to work more than 14 hours a day,flight delays,nasty demanding passengers to handle and so on.But I still manage to go parties,clubs and meeting a lot of new friends for the 1st half of the year and I'll never forget that I met the most important person in my life now on the 2nd half of the year,my boyfriend my Bi my Mr.Lum Wai Fong =P</div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;">The best thing that ever happened in my life.Other than that everything that happened I believe it happens for a reason either good or bad.</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;">That's all for now.</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;">Signing off,</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;">JeSsC.</div><div align="left" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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